Of the past two weeks' weird infatuation, and the exchange of over a hundred emails in two weeks? A strange feeling of loneliness now that the boy's on holiday. He's gone; there will be no emails from him; nothing to look forward to. At its most extreme, nobody cares how my day's going (really well, thank you!) Though I may revert to using Twitter/FB/friends for exactly that sort of communication. But I can see why that degree of attention (me to him, him back to me) can be seductive - no wonder he might not actually have formed an opinion on whether he likes me. Instead, he's just jumped down a rabbit hole with me.